Independent Variable

Lying on my bed,
I thought upon all things,
Done and Said,
In past few days.
Why do we live?
Or Is the purpose of life...
Is just to live?
Live all the while,
Waiting,yearning,thinking,hoping,
What if?
I believe this one lyf,
One chance,
To see,To feel,To touch,To taste....
Just one chance.
So,Why waste a single moment,
In introspection, and
Do thing that gives us ultimate,
Satisfaction.
Why do we strive for power?
When we get it all,
In the love of person,
We desire.
Money?
Earn it for sustenance,
But please,
Do not let it be,
A reason for your,
Existence.
Love and live,
Care and forgive.
Its just one chance,
Its just one life.
Do make your HappYness,
An Independent Variable.
Dont let it depend on,
Nething not agreeable,
Love and live watevr comes by,
But nvr fear to let go,
When such situation arrives.
Nvr lose what is yours.
Do make your HappYness,
An Independent Variable.

What more can I ask for....?

It was just today,
I sat with my pen,
To retrospect,and
Realised that I have come,
A long way,
Since the journey of life began......
When I look back,
What do I see?
A cocktail of emotions,
A special sum1,
Who could clear out all,
My false notions.
You were always there,
To amplify my happiness,
When I was happy.
To hold back my tears,
When I was sad.
You were my decision,
For when I was confusd.
You held my hand,
Found me my way,
When I was lost,nd
Feard of what laid ahead.
You were my word,
When I was silent.
You lent me a patient ear,
When I freakd out...
You trusted me with your lyf,nd
I trusted u with mine.
Why do I need sum1 else,
When I have u,
Here by my side...
My extended soul,
My FRIEND.
There's nothin more I can ask for,
There's nothin more I can ask for....

P.S - Happy Friendship Day !!!!!!

....Beginning ends For Immortality.....

It all began suddenly,
It all went on happily,
But alas! It all even ended pathetically. :-/
What began....
O.. it was a certain bliss of happiness that began....
Was it jus friendship..?
YES we shared everthin..but
Nah it was sumthin more
Was it love..?
Yeah it had love..but
Nah it was sumthin more
It had the care of a grandma's lullaby,
It had rebuke of a caring father,
Wen a situatn arrrivd.
It seemed to me a miracle,
wen u lookd at me d way
I lookd at myself.
I thought its just a dream.
I told u evrything wat i felt,
Nd I swear I never FEIGNED.
Told u everythin wat i saw ..wat happnd withot veil.
While all the time ready fr a thunderous scoldin..
Wen i was too much bubbly outside.
o my god m such a child.
But fr the first tym in lyf i tried hard to grow up.
That made me be the way I wasnt supposd to be.
I was just not so much me.
I did a big mistake,
I tried to give a name to the bond tht was der..
But wid tht name came memories of past,
Hw I was betrayd?
This is wat makes me stp goin ne furthr evrytym.
coz sumwer I read.
In lyf we have a lot to lose,
And so little to choose,
So nvr evr lose in lyf
What u choose.
It was the fear to lose tht made me freaky tht day.
But plz can we take back evry name nd start afresh.
I dnt want nethin ....i jus want us both 2 be happy again.

...What I WANT to Be....

Please someone tell me,
What I want to be,
A part of me yearns,
To be left alone,
Away from the worldly chaos,
To some blissful place,
With only my soul,
To care.
Another part is,
Not what I want.
The boundless wind,
Flowing with Charm.
Never left alone,
Bcoz of leaves,
It carries along.
All I need is my,
Soul to Talk with,
All I need is my,
Soul to Walk with.

....Into The Dark Night....

Its around 1'o clock midnight,
After a tough day,
I was off my mind.
The world around me seemed,
To have stopped living,
With a beating Heart,
So I stepped into,
Another life.
The virtual world,
Where you could find,
People alike,
Talk,share,laugh,express,
More over cry ,
In plain black & White text in reply.
I was roaming about virtually,
Then suddenly I ran into someone,
Unknowingly.
It was like being in an old dreamy castle,
Which was always around,
But no one bothered to peep in,
To find out what lies there within.
And oneday you wonder in,
Unintentionally,
To see if there is something in,
That can occupy your brain.
I went in and explored,
And felt like,
I have been there before.
Everything there seemed familiar,
That was what made it,
Even more peculiar.
I wondered in that world,
For quite sometime,
The illusionary happiness,
Was so much addictive,
That it was hard,
To get back to real life.
I wished to have explored,
That castle before,
So that I could have,
Known it even more.
But illusionary happiness,
Is like fluttering butterfly,
In your hand,
You blink & let your fingers slip,
And it will vanish in air,
Till you have opened your eyes back,
Into dark,peaceful,lonely Night.

P.S-For my cc nocturnal frnd.........:)