Friday, May 14, 2010

....Beginning ends For Immortality.....

It all began suddenly,
It all went on happily,
But alas! It all even ended pathetically. :-/
What began....
O.. it was a certain bliss of happiness that began....
Was it jus friendship..?
YES we shared everthin..but
Nah it was sumthin more
Was it love..?
Yeah it had love..but
Nah it was sumthin more
It had the care of a grandma's lullaby,
It had rebuke of a caring father,
Wen a situatn arrrivd.
It seemed to me a miracle,
wen u lookd at me d way
I lookd at myself.
I thought its just a dream.
I told u evrything wat i felt,
Nd I swear I never FEIGNED.
Told u everythin wat i saw ..wat happnd withot veil.
While all the time ready fr a thunderous scoldin..
Wen i was too much bubbly outside.
o my god m such a child.
But fr the first tym in lyf i tried hard to grow up.
That made me be the way I wasnt supposd to be.
I was just not so much me.
I did a big mistake,
I tried to give a name to the bond tht was der..
But wid tht name came memories of past,
Hw I was betrayd?
This is wat makes me stp goin ne furthr evrytym.
coz sumwer I read.
In lyf we have a lot to lose,
And so little to choose,
So nvr evr lose in lyf
What u choose.
It was the fear to lose tht made me freaky tht day.
But plz can we take back evry name nd start afresh.
I dnt want nethin ....i jus want us both 2 be happy again.