.....Sail Through......

Something was so peculiar,
About someone who always seemed so familiar.
Yes,the distance was there,but
It was the feeling of being distanced.
Yes,care was there,but
It was overwhelmed by fear to lose.
Yes,the conversation was there,but
With caution not to hurt and get hurt again.
Yes,the creepy swallowing silence was there,but
Just to avoid consequences of speaking out.
I don't blame you,
For perceiving me,
In a way,I didn't like.
I blame myself,
For perceiving us,
In the ways we were alike.
Am letting go of,
Trying to decipher you.
Am letting go of,
Whom I thought I knew.
Ill sail through;
Though u'll never have to.
U'll never have to.......

Earth and Sky

The sky was grey,
The earth was wet,
I thought let it be today,
The Day,I find out
Whether ,everything what people crave for,
Is it even worth tryin for.
I took a plunge,
Out into the shallow,
The World out there,
Was ripe ,but not
Actually mellow.
It was so disheveled like,
Fast music slow dance,
Slow music fast dance.
It was all about,
Pomp and show.
Simply of things.
Lyk butterfly showing,
It has got wings.
Well lyf is about,
Being happy and making people
Around you who really care happy.
Being a support for sum1,
Who needs.
About doin things,
And just not be ,
Craved letters on gravestone,
Once u r gone.
So if u hav got dis lyf,
Dont be a butterfly,
On earth showing wings,
Fly high in sky &,
Discover highest you ,
Can swing........:)

PS-In flight composition.......:p
I

Independent Variable

Lying on my bed,
I thought upon all things,
Done and Said,
In past few days.
Why do we live?
Or Is the purpose of life...
Is just to live?
Live all the while,
Waiting,yearning,thinking,hoping,
What if?
I believe this one lyf,
One chance,
To see,To feel,To touch,To taste....
Just one chance.
So,Why waste a single moment,
In introspection, and
Do thing that gives us ultimate,
Satisfaction.
Why do we strive for power?
When we get it all,
In the love of person,
We desire.
Money?
Earn it for sustenance,
But please,
Do not let it be,
A reason for your,
Existence.
Love and live,
Care and forgive.
Its just one chance,
Its just one life.
Do make your HappYness,
An Independent Variable.
Dont let it depend on,
Nething not agreeable,
Love and live watevr comes by,
But nvr fear to let go,
When such situation arrives.
Nvr lose what is yours.
Do make your HappYness,
An Independent Variable.

What more can I ask for....?

It was just today,
I sat with my pen,
To retrospect,and
Realised that I have come,
A long way,
Since the journey of life began......
When I look back,
What do I see?
A cocktail of emotions,
A special sum1,
Who could clear out all,
My false notions.
You were always there,
To amplify my happiness,
When I was happy.
To hold back my tears,
When I was sad.
You were my decision,
For when I was confusd.
You held my hand,
Found me my way,
When I was lost,nd
Feard of what laid ahead.
You were my word,
When I was silent.
You lent me a patient ear,
When I freakd out...
You trusted me with your lyf,nd
I trusted u with mine.
Why do I need sum1 else,
When I have u,
Here by my side...
My extended soul,
My FRIEND.
There's nothin more I can ask for,
There's nothin more I can ask for....

P.S - Happy Friendship Day !!!!!!

....Beginning ends For Immortality.....

It all began suddenly,
It all went on happily,
But alas! It all even ended pathetically. :-/
What began....
O.. it was a certain bliss of happiness that began....
Was it jus friendship..?
YES we shared everthin..but
Nah it was sumthin more
Was it love..?
Yeah it had love..but
Nah it was sumthin more
It had the care of a grandma's lullaby,
It had rebuke of a caring father,
Wen a situatn arrrivd.
It seemed to me a miracle,
wen u lookd at me d way
I lookd at myself.
I thought its just a dream.
I told u evrything wat i felt,
Nd I swear I never FEIGNED.
Told u everythin wat i saw ..wat happnd withot veil.
While all the time ready fr a thunderous scoldin..
Wen i was too much bubbly outside.
o my god m such a child.
But fr the first tym in lyf i tried hard to grow up.
That made me be the way I wasnt supposd to be.
I was just not so much me.
I did a big mistake,
I tried to give a name to the bond tht was der..
But wid tht name came memories of past,
Hw I was betrayd?
This is wat makes me stp goin ne furthr evrytym.
coz sumwer I read.
In lyf we have a lot to lose,
And so little to choose,
So nvr evr lose in lyf
What u choose.
It was the fear to lose tht made me freaky tht day.
But plz can we take back evry name nd start afresh.
I dnt want nethin ....i jus want us both 2 be happy again.